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thoughts are tumulting over and over in my head and I'm wondering wondering where I am and how I'm going where I'm going what's going going on in my life at this moment and as I wonder wonder why why I'm here here here I think think hard to myself about every thing and what it all means and I come back and back and back to the same same same old thing it doesn't matter a bit a bit at all so why worry be happy don't worry be happy now I've yet to have a landlord make me pay my rent but all in all in all in due time I'll have to so there there baby there there we are failing that though I notice how fragmented the things I think I think think they sound so I pause and stop stop stop and wonder aimlessly skipping skipping skipping like a broke broke broken record which isn't fair it isn't fair it isn't fair I loop I loop I loop loop loop loop loop loop loop and a segfault happens and what is going on WHEREAS the state of what I think is my mind myghte be a tadd offtilt and WHEREAS I'm really retracing rudimentary ruminations and WHEREAS we find ourselves pondering ceaselessly over the nits and nats of overdrawn thought WE the people do find our way through another anyother an other day with our selves split in twain lying desperate broken on the sands do you see me can you hear me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me mommy mommy I'm hurt and I'm scared and I'm alone and I miss you come back come back don't say she's gone she's not not not why God why why why why why why why why and as I stitch up my mind my thoughts are found anew recentered and I feel I am whole once more but again I overlook the holes which become gashes which become completely disconnected chunks of my being can you smell me do you know what the rock is in fact cooking this evening are you prepared to chew ON MY FIST are you against the grain can we say die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 011001000110100101100101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 010001000100100101000101 it hurts you know like this I mean it really really really hurts give me a break okay please please let me let me let me let me just rest just just just rest a while okay okay WhY aRe YoU dOiNg ThIs To Me what is it what is it what is it you want you accursed ghost go go go away Away AWAY aWaY I say away leave me in my castle of solitude mulling over the wickedness I wrougt before I